today. is such a PISSED OFF day for me. not only am i sandwiched for help by 2 ppl . im also stressed out . pls. i am a human being for goodness sake .i have my feelings thank you . i was only trying to help . so whatever i have done is just nothing ? DAMN this world. DAMN EVERYTHING i have done . DAMN my life . I so F**King hate everything .

today, woke up at 11. missed both my cca and my maths remedial . then went to WJ's house. as usual we had fun. at least i thought we were. lets just say someone just doesnt wanna be part of whatever's happening. i had to beg him to go. i wouldn't say who. guess who it is then . wow. i did everything just to ask him to participate and play with us. what did i get ? an attitude. a mood swing person . WOW. I BLOODY BEGGED U TO GO WITH US AND THIS IS WHAT I GET FOR THIS ? WELL FINE. NEVER EVER SAY THAT WE PS U THEN. ITS UR OWN FAULT. U DUN WANNA PARTICIPATE IN WHAT WE'RE DOING. WE BEG U. AND ALL U GIVE US IS UR LOUSY STINKING ATTITUDE. WELL FINE THEN. HAVE IT YOUR WAY.

IM SO STRESSED OUT. SANDWICHED BETWEEN GAMING, STUDIES, CCA PRACTICALLY EVERYTHING. sometimes. i wish i wasn't even BORN in this world. WHY be stressed out . WHY should i even be in this world in the first place. ALL I GAINED, WAS BEING BULLIED. WOW. HOW FAIR OF THE WORLD IS THIS. WOOOTT. soon. im gonna be so pissed off, that im going bonkers.

P.S sorry for the language above. i am in a bad mood .